Dearest Virgin Scribe. JR Ward RUINED me.
I have been as per usual searching high and low for a book that would break me in 2. Well Fuck me twice, I need not search anymore.
I have had bulging eye syndrome for 4 days now. I never want to look at my face in the mirror again. Cold compresses on my eyes don’t work, hugs don’t work, nothing worked. NOTHING.
This is BDB! A book I would devour in 1 day. Because lets face it, JR Ward’s boyz are good for a few things. Great sex, funny talk, good jokes, True?
Who knew I’d read my boyz Trez and iAm and completely shatter?????????? I for sure as fuck didn’t!
Now I know lots of people are going to hate this book. Rant, rave and stew because Ward did it again!
She killed off another Shellan.
And here’s where for me the 2 books differ. I didn’t cry when Wellsley was killed. I didn’t. Cause I don’t read BDB for the women. I read it for the guys. Face it. We all want to be that Shellan or Chosen to our favourite vamps. Shit I want an orgy with 5 of them. So the girls, meh, I don’t really care. Except for Bella. I like her 🙂
And going into book 13 I didn’t really care for Selena. Not really anyways. But DAMMIT. SHE MADE ME LIKE HER! I FUCKING LIKED HER!!! AND SHE DIED!!!!!
And the whole book was 1 big depressing funeral. Because Lord knows you knew it was coming from the beginning of the book. YOU KNEW. And you had to read this whole book crying big tears with snot running down your nose, trying to catch your breath because you cried so hard you COULDNT BREATHE!!!!!!!!
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You’ve got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m on your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright
Trez and Selena’s date. JFC. I died. I died so much inside. I cried so hard. I couldn’t Breathe.
Because say what you will. Trez. He’s a man of worth. Seriously. His thoughts, his actions, his thoughts. His thoughts did me every.single.time.
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
When he would continuously touch her hands. My undoing.
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I’m around through every mood
You’re my downfall, you’re my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing, in my head for you
Every time she cried. My undoing
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it’s hard
Their epic fight. JC was that ever my undoing.
When she died. Im tearing up writing this and thinking about it. Because for the Love of Everything HEA are needed. No one is supposed to DIE!
But I can see, in a way, why Ward did it. Because we would have had another Z/Phury book. You would have had another Doc Jane. It would have been a repetitive motion all over again.
And in the way Ward did conveyed so much love. So much heartache. So much Realness and Rawness that you felt yourself bleeding along with Trez.
This is my opinion. And I respect every opinion out there. Even the 1 star reviews. Because truly in a paranormal romance one of your main MCs SHOULD NOT DIE.
This was hands down the Best BDB book i have ever read to date. And that is saying something because Lord knows i love me my Qhuinn. And Zsadist. And V True.
It was not the characterization. It wasn’t the setting. It was her words that damaged me.
This is a book that i wish i could read for the 1st time over again. But i know, When I need that good cry, the one that rips your soul apart, the one that has booger and tears streaming down your face, the one where your daughter says “MOM! Are you alright?” And hugs you so tight. Where your husband rubs your back because he knows that you needed this and your search for 1 of the best books ever has been found. That feeling. Is priceless.
What can I say that Mare hasn’t written above in her review, this book was a journey into heartache. I have to confess that I read the spoiler which JR Ward wrote on release day, I read it and it made me want to read this novel even more.
This is by far one of the most heartbreaking BDB books to date, I understand why many readers were angry with the direction it took, it’s the Paranormal Genre and in this genre, the plot took a route that was a first, it was too much but just right for me. It made me cry, sometimes sob but I loved it; This came at a time in my life, where I needed this kind of read.
Selena, my poor Selena, I loved reading about her in this installment. her and Trez were magic; It’s like JR Ward wrote one of the most beautiful love stories, just so she can see us wallow in misery upon reading how it turns out.
iAM gets his HEA and what a great HEA it is; The twists it took for that to happen were unexpected and very much welcomed.
Layla appears in this and I loved reading her scenes very much; the lady needs her HEA and I want it with Xcor, she has definitely earned it. Xcor may not have been my favorite character in the BDB books, but reading this made me like even him a lot more. I can’t wait to see how their story unravels.
Rhage made me smile a lot while reading this, being in his head was such a welcome relief; His love for Mary made me sigh, true and everlasting. I cannot wait for his book which is next.
I wish my favorite king vampire appeared more in this one, what can I say, I can’t get enough of Wrath- Hope to see more of him in the next book.
I am giving this 5++++ based on how it made me feel, as well as the usual JR Ward’s brilliance with words. I have to thank Mare for reading this with me, having someone cry alongside of you has never been this much fun.
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